The past

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

I THINK MY MUM IS A VERY GOOD WIFE AND MOTHER.
i simply love her.

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
9:00 PM

HELLO!
haha, today had remedial classes in sch.
during ss remedial in the afternoon,
it was so so so SO fun.
we had snacks and drinks to go along with the remedial.
[so sorry, i didn bring anything! xD]
on top of that, we had a movie!
it was awesome.
the title wad hotel r..w...e... something.
its a movie abt this racist thingy.
sad but nice.
too bad we couldn finished the last part.

so we had trng and stuff right after.
only abit thou.
played one quater.
=D

i got a feeling im getting sick.
just don feel welllllllll.
argh. crap.
my left eye is red right now.
like. zzZz.
WTHhhhhhhHh~
BOO.

-JIAHUI
i love the sun. =)))))))))

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
7:39 PM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

hello blog!
haha, im so so so bored la.
lol.
its sat but im at home.
lazing around.
thats bad!

anw, i decided not to care already. =D
what for make myself so upset for nth.
not like they will end my world right?
i still got mt friends.
really nice friends. =)

toodooooos.
really bored. now i wished there is sch.
=x

jiahui went to thai, she cannot pei me for one whole week.
boooooo. ):
hope she returns sg asap and of course, safetly.
bored bored.
MUMMY! im bored!
haha.

-JIAHUI

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
1:30 PM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

THIS IS SO SHITTTTY. grr. im supposed to go to sch today but i didn't. lol, had lots of hw to pass up than don feel like going. hees. ARGH!. stupid scretary called my house and i told her i will be getting an MC today. like WHUUT! WHY IN THE HELL DID I SAY THAT! argh.. now i have to get a mc. stupid stupid meee. xDD i don't wanna buy mc..........

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
9:30 AM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

crap. haha. so its decided i write a letter for school instead. since my headache is getting better and the med is helping.. according to mum. its a waste of money...

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
12:37 PM

Hmm.. nowadays. things are bad. we are practically ignoring each other. i think this situation will always be likdat already..
so i think he wont give me a chance anymore will he? i still have my passion for the game but circumstances just wont let me be.. i have already started to have a phobia. i don know what is happening at all and i rather not to know now. so many things to consider.. should i? should i not?
argh.

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
9:47 AM

HEYBLOGGY!
its been a looooooooooog time since i last post eh?
haha. lets start from sat. okay, i went to prp with bev. sun was blarrrrdy hot. lol. than headed to dte for lunch go play arcade.. lol. had fun than met kenny. headed down to play bball at 411. meet jewel mh and peijie. HAHA. i kena 2 blisters. LOL. and im the only one. ZzzZzzz... but anw, healed le. =D after that me jewel and mh headed to dte again. go there eat ice cream and slack.. bev need to go home ya. we hang around till 8++ than we headed home already.. =D it was very very boring that day, but fun. =)))
so thats sat.. sun?! Hmm.. i practically lazed at home nth to do AT ALL. and ya, i rmbred i had to sleep just to spend time. zzZ... OH! and i made a new friend.
name; jiahui
age; 15
stays; drive 6
height; 150+++ [ i dont know the actual one.]
SCHOOL; GREENVIEW.
lol.
such a coincidence to meet somebody with the same name and somethings pretty alike wth each other ya? haha. =))
so yup... had a nice chat with her on sun and mon.. =))

mon is ya.. school starts.. its all going thru papers and stuff. we had assembly which was supposed to be a CONFERENCE between us and the principal. but ended up he had already answered almost every questions without us asking AT ALL!. zzZz... so we just sat there and listen... so and so.. blar blah blar blah... haha. yupp thats abt it.
than went home.. meet jiahui at night and talk talk at void deck.. haha. yarrhs.
oh and not forgetting to add. im sick. =(

so its tues today. im supposed to be in school right now.. but but but. im sick.. so thats y im blogging here.. HAHA. anw now sch also so boring liao.. =DD so home is also nice.. will be heading to the polyclinic ltr.. get my MC to show teachers.. actually i can just take the med at home larrhs. but i think mc is needed ya. plus there is trng today... [ the secretary just called my house.] lol. SO ITS BORED NOW! toodooooosss...

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
9:12 AM

Friday, May 19, 2006

i don know how to put down my feelings into words.

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
7:21 PM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

FUNNY. was surfing youtube than came across this.
DON BULLY THESE OLD FOLKS.

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
4:06 PM

YAY. changed my skin.
NICE NICE.
PURPLE.
NICE.
haha. miss my old skin but this is nicer! thanks denise for linking me. LOL. =DD
yay.

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
12:45 PM

SHE JUST DOESN'T UNDERSTAND ME.
STUBBORN? one way thinking?
she would NEVER thought she is in the wrong. tsktsk.
anyway. if she has really started to be bias against me so be it.
whatever nonsense she think is right and spreads i don care.
if this has to happen, i got nth to say. she just doesn't understand the meaning.
I CANT BLAME HER THOUGH. thats her.
tralala..
real friends are one in a million, found them? treasure them. REMEMBER!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

HAD GUITAR LESSON YTD! fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun simply FUN!
haha, but my fingers hurts. xD
love it. too bad i don have a guitar at home to play. =(
lol.

i reeeally thank bev for being there when i need her help. thanks for all the advice.
THANKYOU grace for that special one that still cares thou you are in NZ. love love.
DENISE! that ever standing pillar of support. can ALWAYS count on her for anything.
ANYBODY THAT ASKED ABT ME. THANKYOU!
quote ms chua, " I LOVE YOU TOO."
HAHA.

BYE FOR NOW,
JIAHUI.

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
9:25 AM

UPDATE ON RESULTS..
ENG:55/100
MATHS:56/100
combined SCI:-i dunno yet
phy;53/85
chem;51/85
MT:73/100
SS:27/50
HIST:22/50
ART:60/100

pretty bad huh. =x

JIAHUI.

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
8:58 AM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

don wanna elaborate on today.
results were not up to expectations.
i did study.
i did work hard on the questions.
i did concentrate.
but i still do badly.
i guess i just weren hardworking enuff.
ENG:
MATHS:56/100
combined SCI:
phy;
chem;
MT:73:100
SS:
HIST:22/50
ART:60/100
THEY SUCKS LA. so many ppl didn study as much but scored around my marks or better. BOO YOU.
xD

had training in the afternoon..
RUSH HOME right after. =)

oh, btw. thanks bev, jewel, mh, winnie and denise for asking abt me. im really fine. at least im in the right state of mind. just let me slowly think and it will be okay. xD LOVE YOU ALL LA.

LIFE IS JUST FULL OF MANY SELFISH HUMAN BEINGS. [including ME.] =D heh, it sounds so profound...

update on the marks left tml. wish me LUCK. its all the impt subs. and woohooo, guitar lesson tml. it'll be fun i guess. and bev's joining my class. YAY.

love,
JIAHUI.

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
8:35 PM

i feel so lost.
i feel so outta place.
i don know y im feeling this way.
too much things are happening all at the same time.
nobody is able to understand.
nobody can put themselves in my shoes.
if only there would be somebody to give me advice in what to do.
but i know i have to make a decision myself.
i have to grow up.
but i just cant.

nth went well..
didn expected it at all.

i just cant blog. there are too much things on my mind. but i cant think.
i got totally no idea what is happening. i dont know how ppl think of me at all.
do they think as much as i do? how do they think? are they just putting on a mask?
they pretend they care, they pretend to be yr bestest friend. but when you get into any trouble, you just hide behind and think, "wa heng i nvr get caught."
wad a nice friend.
hypocrites are all around.
its so upsetting to see everybody that i used to care so much; ppl that i used to share all my secrets to, all turning their back at me.
they just ASSUME what they think is right. they never thought of the consequences.
im so tired of this life. im so tired.

im only 15 years old. am i thinking too much?
did they realised what they are doing is hurting me.
I KNOW I MAY BE ASSUMING RIGHT NOW.
WHY DONT YOU COME AND TELL ME IT WAS ALL A DREAM, ITS ALL FAKE. NTH LIKE THAT EVER HAPPENED. but don pretend anymore. if i really suck. just tell me.
i don want all these to happen either.
i know there are still ppl there for me. i know you guys wont end my world.
i just don want this friendship to be ended just like that.
i know you are lost too. if i were you. i wont know wad to do either. im probably just cre8ing trouble.

just where is graciepoooo. i need yr ear so desperately.

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
7:53 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

i just realised, i used to say blogging was stupid. haha, now i find it otherwise. you can put yr feelings down, let ppl know how you feel and most of all. you know know how OTHER ppl feel about you too. hees....
BLOGGING IS overall, NICE.
____________

WHEEE~
i just went SENTOSA today!
but, no tan. xD
the sun wasn out la. shitty.
wasted trip.

so whatever...

accompanied denise over to art friend to get some stuffs.. headed to orchard just for her to get her HAIR ACCESSORIES... blar blah blar.. than walked to far east to get her CHIPPY sausage... i got some shilin chicken.. bought drink and spilled it over the floor, i pretended i didn do it. xDD err. wanted to headed over to tm to pei bev, but ended is she doesn feel like going anymorex) so we headed home. on the way, saw this bubble tea shop at pasir ris interchange looking like some imitation of sweet talk.
oh, and i nearly forgot. WE SAW SOME GOTHIC DRESSED PPL AT ORCHARD! its was kinda creepy at first as they were walking in groups la. but after looking, its KEWL! STYLE. haha, or whatever you call it.=p

ARGH.
as you can see, this post is very brief la.
im like feeling REEEEALLY tired right now.
update tml alright.

TML is TUES.
TUESDAY.
which means im getting my results.
PRAY HARD THAT SOME MIRACLE HAPPENES... =x
hope for the BEST la. xD

LOVES,
JIAHUI. =D
i had a fun day today.

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
9:42 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

hey bloggy.
dont know how i should feel right now.
dont you think friends are such confusing things?
i seem to have started to hate friendships now. after so many falls i don dare to stand again.
its so upsetting to see that friends you have ONCE trusted so so soooo much to actually behave the way they are now. ah, im over that. lets just say that i've gone smarter? HAHA. i make friends EVERYWHERE. =D
i just know whatever im doing right now is able to face the world.

btw, sorry for ytd if i said anything offending. you shouldnt felt offended actually, if you are really my friend.
[[IM SUPER SENSITIVE.]] xD
i think as a friend, we should learn to accept eachs others bad points. cause good friends, often learn abt our bad points and if you cant accept them, how to be good friends??! =DDD

LALALARS. its damn boring now. settling with denise and bev on tml's suntanning trip! LOL. and bev says she cant wake up! uhoh, me and denise call you la! tsktsk. lol. cant wait man! come back red red! yay! hees.
toopeedoopeedooo... its reeeeallly boring now.

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
4:01 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

its weekend..!
but i was rotting away at home today staring at the computer screen BLINDLY like an idoit!
god, the boredom was killing me. was looking for ppl to hang out together but it seems like everyone is not free!
DENISE, mothers day celeb, with family.
BEVERLEY, orientation camp at mediacorp. [GOOD LUCK!]
PEARLYN, cant go out.
afterasking my besties, i lost my mood already. but than i was reminded of MINHUI! lol. went to her HAPPILY and asked, : " MINHUI! WANNA GO PLAY ARCADE?!" haha. [i just used arcade as a place to go to cause i REEEEALLY didn know where to go.] but than to my disappointment, minhui said she not free.
AW CRAP.
just as i was starting to complain that everyone was not free again, minhui suddenly came to me and said, :"JIAHUI! I CAN GO OUT LE!] LOL. i was damn happy like shit. FINALLY SMTH. xD yupp. we headed down to century to get smth for her mum, went to aries to get a hairband for myself, bought nail polish(s) then took BUS 3 to dte. bl**dy driver was such an idoi* doesn know how to drive and made me giddy. argh, whatever. so, we went to take dinner at mac. i ordered MCSPICY. crap it was god damn spicy. !! the upsized sprite wasn enuff for me. =X but argh.. i finished it after jewel came. HEES. hot hot. next time don so gey kiang le. lmao.x)
i realised the ppl who can take spicy food has this habit of saying this or that food is not hot at all when is actually making me BURN. and they add scoops of chilli claiming iits not hot enough. WAD IS THIS LA. i admit i cant take spicy stuff.. you also no need like that right. sobs. LOL. xD so anw.. we headed of to pasir ris park for a stroll, me mh and jewel. walk here walk there, nearly lost our way.. when we came out, we headed to arcade,. but mh had to go home le. me and jewel went to play daytona! hurr.. i got second! ARGH. shooting was reeeally fun. we played four times, score was 466 122 146 492. LOL. me and jewel keep shooting together missed a few shots so wasted! haha. JEWEL, next time must break record kkays! =D then i headed home le. now typing this post here.
heading to bed in awhile le. seeya! =D

i miss the old days. =)
xiiaohui
love love. mwarkks

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
11:23 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

whoopeedoopeeedooooo(:
after much much much effort of making a blog, its finally up!
YEPPIE! lol.

went out to have a nice time ytd with:-
Joel Weixing Arthur LiQiang Daniel Jeremy SHEREE and her friend[dont know her namex)] SHING JIUAN and MEMEME. xD. ten of us altogether.
the outing was being settled like this..
Liqiang ask me out like last few weeks before exams and so i promised him i would go along. when he asked me, i only know daniel was going. and he told me that i would get 5oc for every person i jio out. so im like:"steady la!". -.-" but that was because im really broke these few days. mum's not around to provide me cash. =X so ended up i got some money from weixing and liqiang. so its like YAY! then, whe i reached there, i didn expect SO many ppl to turn up. saw mayling janice junequan zhong yaozhong a few more others. i stoned there like an idoit and said, : "THEY ALL WITH US ONE AHS!" than Liqiang replied me, :"no la." lol. phew. scary. we decided to watch the MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 3 at 5.40 simply because we missed the 3.40's. =X so.. went long john to take a quick bite, sheree saw vanessa and was like high. xD following after.. we went to buy the tickets. so i offered to help att of them to buy and collected money. i was gong and cant handle money. so its was kinda a wrong decision for them to trust me. LOL. i took all the money and went to buy. it turned out than there is this combo that is cheaper asked the guys whether they wanna get it or not. a long queue began to form behind us. =X SORRY! then when we were doing the payment, i realised i didn have enuff money. -.-" so i thought smth was wrong with the combo so in the end we only got the tickets. -.-" when i am supposed to return them their change, i went gong AGAIN. after i managed to settle things out after like 10 mins, I REALISED IT WAS JUST BECAUSE THE TICKETS IS 9.50. all of them only passed me 7.50. JIAHUI,:"chey!" LiQIANG,:"thats wad we have been trying to tell you for the past half an hour.. " OOPS. SORRY LA, NOT ON PURPOSE DE MA. HEES. ALSO NOT THIRTY MINS SO LONG LARHS. =X
so we went watch movie.. MISSION IMPOSSIBLE WAS REALLY NICE. go catch it ppl. =D
after movie, the guys went "arcading" so girls went home.. than i didn feel like going home. so go met beverley jewel minhui and shimin. went around tamp, sian.. than headed to downtown east arcade. met shermain, shan yun, yenchin and michelle foo over there. wa liew! michelle and shan really can dance. wheets. =) bev also played but she shy shy la. LOL. xD after that went home le. reached home around 10+ was tired but still hang around the com till 1+.
so yepp.. thanks guys, all of you. had a nice time ytd.

alright. its vesak day today=holiday. but! im rotting away at home no kaki to go out. argh.
initially, i asked bev out today. then ended up she asked minhui and jewel along. blehs. not that i don like them along, i know more ppl makes company. but than, if wanna go out gai gai of course is lesser kaki better ma. ltr you stop at this shop stop at that shop, others got no interest, than they waiting for you outside, everything would be so rushing. right? Mmm. thats how i think larhs. BUT ANW, all of them cant make it. sad. so ended up stuck at home. decided to make my blog. so yea! its up le. and i think this will be my longest post ever, cause im like very enthu now. xD

POST AGAIN LTR. see ya!

xiiaohui (:
loves loves.

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
2:50 PM

MY BLOG IS UP!

Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
11:29 AM